Well haven't walked since Thursday. And now I just feel so depressed, sad, unhappy, just staring into space. Craig and Doreen really need to split up... I mean its bad How much can each of them take of verbal abuse.. Yes, Craig has done a lot of the abuse but Doreen isn't any saint and I believe that she really does push him to be upset with her. Craig and Doreen went to the doctors today and Craig walked out. Wish was so wrong. Now they are really bantering on things. She left boxes in the LR saying get your F... stuff out! Now for two months at least he kept saying he wanted her out all the other shit that goes with it. but now that the roles are turned and she wants him out he isn't leaving..... I know for a fact once we get through this time where things are so raw that every one will be happier apart but will Craig hear that ?? No. I just don't know what to do... I know all hells going to break loose and I just wish I knew what to do and say. I HATE THIS............ Mike says don't worry,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, how can you not worry.?? I can' t believe he says that?? How stupid. I feel like he is not there for me... he just has his head in the sand , then when I say Craig called and Doreen tried to call,,,,,,,,,,,, he goes they didn't talk to me?? Well, Why would they?? he never says anything any ways/?? I just feel like driving off a bridge I don't want to go home, I don't want the phone on I wish I could just run away , but what does that prove? It will be here worse when I get back ! Please Lord give me the strength to know and act how to do..........